This blog is for me.
To write. To vent. To question. To cry.
Kinda private stuff. At least too private for my main blog. None of my family members reads it anyways so what does it really matter?
I guess it matters to me.
Not sure how this is gonna go. Am I really going to open myself up? Speak my mind?
I'd like to, if it would help. Maybe I just need to get things outa my mind and putting them here will do that.
I'm going to use this as a form of self help therapy. I'm not getting a lot out of my current therapy sessions and they are due to run out soon (supposed to be only short term under my company health plan - *gripe*).
If you read this and feel like giving advice, go for it. Empathy works too. Telling me to shut the fuck up and suck it up might be what I need, but please be gentle, though I do know I may need to hear that sometimes.
Enough. Nothing worse than long extended rants. I will try to keep these posts short and to the point. If I can't then they will be broken up into parts a, b and c. I am super problem solver, hear me roar!